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Interpreting St Teresa of Avila (XIV)
Patrick Burke, O.Carm.
Awareness & Recollection
Very
much in keeping with St. Teresa’s thinking, many people in modern times wish
to enjoy realistically the company of Jesus Christ, the Lord, in their daily
living. By baptism consciously dedicated to God, they try to give themselves
to Jesus by faithful and practical service of their whole life, whether
married or otherwise. But to be enlivened with the spirit of Carmel and the
zeal of our saints, one must truly be a friend of Christ, having an intimate
friendship with Him by means of a life of love and generous concern for all.
As the Little Flower expressed it “We have only one thing to do here below -
to love Jesus and to save souls so that He may be loved.”
Teresian doctrine concerns everyone, although it refers more directly to
those who are more generous and more open or prepared to accept it. For her
and for all Carmelites, it is impossible to conceive of a real love of God
that is not accompanied by the love of souls. A great love of God demands a
very generous concern for souls. This is why Teresa prepared “The Way of
Perfection”. Since Jesus offers to all the fountain of living water, He will
give the generous soul this water to drink, at least according to their
spiritual need. Despite the sublimity of this truth, Teresa recognised the
individual “scatter-brain” with minds that wander and have difficulty
concentrating in trying to talk to the Lord in prayer. As a result, she sets
about teaching us “one of the ways of greatly slowing down the mind and
recollecting the soul” (WP28, 1), spelling out the nature of “prayer of
recollection”.
She
comments on the most common of prayer “Our Father.” It opens with “Our
Father who art in heaven.” Our fundamental faith accepts that God is
everywhere and, as Teresa believes, “wherever God is, there is heaven”
(28,2). Immediately she refers to St. Augustine who “says that he sought Him
in many places but found Him ultimately within himself.” This must have
pleased her heart because she observes as a consequence “that there is no
need to go to heaven in order to speak to one’s Eternal Father or find
delight in Him”. The Lord is readily present to us. “All we need to do is go
into solitude and look at Him within ourselves and speak to Him as a father.
Beseech Him as you would a father; tell Him about your trials; ask Him for a
remedy against them, realising that you are not worthy to be His daughter or
His children.
She
decries any false sense of humility, on account of which some people plead
that they are unable to speak with God; they make excuses of unworthiness
and neglect to respond to His graciousness and favours. She says that “we
are to speak with Him as with a father or a brother or a Lord or as with a
spouse” (28,3).
There
is at the beginning a psychological barrier in trying to focus on the person
of Jesus, concentrating on Him and at the same time trying to withstand the
distractions of the senses and to calm a perturbed mind or imagination.
However Teresa herself notes that “without one’s realising it, the eyes
close so as to avoid seeing them and so that the sight might be more awake
to things of the soul,, (28,6). At the beginning the effort is demanding and
the concentration may not be so intense. But gradually, depending on the
individual and the grace of the Lord, “the soul should get used to this
recollection.” The Saint assures us that if one perseveres in practising
this prayer over and over several days, it will prove more successful and
satisfying, the benefits being more obvious; all without any effort on our
part, because it is the Lord’s will that in return for our own effort, our
soul can rule the senses and we more easily become recollected.
For
St. Teresa this path of recollection enabled people to understand that we
can create within the soul something incomparably more precious than
anything we can see outside ourselves. God enlivens our body through our
soul and the more we embrace the soul through the domination of our senses,
the more fitting we are to possess the Lord and praise “Our Father who art
in heaven”. She acknowledges that “I understood well that I had a soul. But
what this soul deserved and who dwelt within it I did not understand because
I had covered my eyes with the vanities of the world” (28,11). Obviously
thinking in human terms, she tries to assess the great blessing she had
received from the King of Heaven in His coming to her. “But what a
marvellous thing, that He who would fill a thousand worlds and many more
with His grandeur could be perceived and understood according to our nature.
Being the Lord, since He loves us, He adapts Himself to our size”(28,11).
According to Teresa, the Lord accommodates the human limitations by
enlarging our capacity little by little to receive His various graces. We
should, therefore, give ourselves to Him with complete determination,
emptying ourselves of all that might inhibit or prevent our receiving and
using what is His. “He doesn’t give Himself completely until we give
ourselves completely” (28,13) and a reminder - “Don’t think that things in
heaven are like they are here below”.
As
she focuses on “dwelling” with the Lord, she teaches a detachment from
everything that is not God. It is an ascetical practice that is most
necessary for acquiring a sense of a loving intimacy between the soul and
our Father. Recollection or the concentration of our mind and soul on the
divine matches our awareness of God within us. In encouragement she says;
“There is a withdrawing of the senses from exterior things and a
renunciation of them in such a way that, without one’s realising it, the
eyes close so as to avoid seeing them and so that the sight might be more
awake to things of the soul” (28,6). Although, when praying before a statue
or picture, she normally kept her eyes open as a stimulus to prayer, Teresa
observes with respect to the prayer of recollection “anyone who walks by
this path keeps his eyes closed almost as often as he prays.” She saw great
worth in striving not to think of worldly things or affairs, helped by the
concentration resulting from closing the eyes.
This
is the prayer of recollection, because by gathering the faculties together
and concentrating as well as we can on the mystery of God, “the soul enters
within itself to be with its God, and its divine Master comes more quickly
to teach it and give it the prayer of quiet than He would through any other
method it might use”. She warns us that we are not to be distracted by the
senses, by recalling former occasions or happenings, natural to a wandering
mind. Even though one’s prayer may not be very good at first, “they do what
they can during that time to get free by recollecting their senses within.
If the recollection or concentration is true, it is felt very clearly for it
produces some effect in the soul” (28,6).
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